Numb

Lying on the floor today
I haven't moved since yesterday
And I don't think I'm going anywhere
The ceiling, it's caving in
And I've lost every single win
But I'm too numb to even care at all

I can't even run away when I try
It's just the downfall of me and my mind
Let me be free
I look for all of the reasons why
Happiness is something I can't find
Need to just breathe
It's the downfall of me and my mind

Drinking for the hell of it
A cliché, yeah, I'll admit
And I don't even know what I'm here for
Sick and tired of feeling the same
Drowning in the London rain
There's gotta be something more than this

I can't even run away when I try
It's just the downfall of me and my mind
Let me be free
I look for all of the reasons why
Happiness is something I can't find
Need to just breathe
It's the downfall of me and my mind

The curtains, I've drawn them shut
I feel lost and I'm giving up
'Cause I'm too numb to even care at all