if I knew sooner

When the winter winds tear apart the maple leaves
No one at my side to breathe in all the scenery
Didn't use my time to see in life what matters most
I wanna show my friends how much I care, how much I've grown

We were just kids under porch lights
Didn't know time disappeared like that
My bad, could've done better
That's life I guess

I see the Sun setting quick, life's ending
I don't wanna die, I'm still not ready
Thought I'd havе a home full of riches and stories
Thought I'd bе at peace, tell my friends I'm sorry
I see the Sun setting quick, life's ending
Holes in the walls of the house, I'm dwelling
Wasted my years with liars and losers
My last wish is I wish that I knew sooner

Yeah, I wish that I knew sooner
Yeah, sooner

I thought I'd die in my house and pass away in my sleep
All the work that I did, there's not a cent that I'll keep
I would hang out with friends but our words never mean much
All I'm dreaming of, won't see such
I hate myself for feeding temptations
I'm scared of hell, but still getting wasted
What a fool I've been, ten thousand days left empty
Give me one try and I'll run where you send me

We were just kids under porch lights
Didn't know time disappeared like that
My bad, could've done better
That's life I guess

I see the Sun setting quick, life's ending
I don't wanna die, I'm still not ready
Thought I'd have a home full of riches and stories
Thought I'd be at peace, tell my friends I'm sorry
I see the Sun setting quick, life's ending
Holes in the walls of the house, I'm dwelling
Wasted my years with liars and losers
My last wish is I wish that I knew sooner