Uphill Battle

I cried on your shoulder right there in the kitchen
Our friends in the next room, so close they could listen
And I don't know why
I laugh when I cry
I'm not the girl that you thought you were getting
I'm way more complex, yeah I got them sharp edges
I'm solid as ice, oh
But I break all the time

But if I were a different girl
It'd be simpler, that's for sure
Wouldn't it be nice to be a cool wind?
Always keep it breezy
Ooh yeah, but I am not that easy

No I am who I am
And I am a lot to handle
You do the best you can
But I am an uphill battle

You say I act like it's my job to get so emotional
Hell it's my business to get so emotional
About to lose it
Just below the surface, ooh yeah
Walking around with a knot in my stomach
Got you so high but we're ready to plummet
Going down, going down, going down, going down
Oh no

But if I were a different girl
It'd be simpler, that's for sure
Wouldn't it be nice to be a cool wind?
Always keep it breezy
Ooh yeah, but I am not that easy

No I am who I am
And I am a lot to handle
You do the best you can
But I am an uphill battle
I'll be your solid ground
And I'll be your biggest gamble
You do the best you can, I know

So baby baby keep on climbing
I'll wrap my arms around you tight
I'll take you to the highest mountain
I'll take you to the top tonight

If I were a different girl
Yeah, it'd be simpler, that's for sure
But you know you wouldn't get the sparks from the clash, the high from the crash
The curse and the kiss, they will make this thing last

No I am who I am
And I am a lot to handle
You do the best you can
But I am, an uphill battle
I'll be your solid ground
And I'll be your biggest gamble
You do the best you can
But I am an uphill battle, ooh
An uphill battle
An uphill battle, ooh