half asleep

She sent me a couple of texts at 2 AM
If I wrote them all down, would it ease the pain?
I'm sinking deep into my pillow, but why?
It's just not the same without our talks at night
I miss our little talks at night
I miss

I play it cool like I don't even care
My phone's dead, but I still can't sleep anyway
My life's been slowly slipping off track
Still trying to figure it all out

It always feels like you're just out of my reach
The only way to get back to my life
Is to keep my emotions locked away
But I don't know if these feelings are right yeh

Why can't my mind just take things slow?
Why does this room feel emptier than it is?
Why is my mind saying things I can't say
Trapped in thoughts I don't even understand?

Never thought I'd feel this way
Spinning, running
I don't know where it's all going wrong
I try and try

Why can't my mind just take things slow?
Why does this room feel emptier than it is?
Why is my mind saying things I can't say
Trapped in thoughts I don't even understand?

Why can't my mind just take things slow?
Why does this room feel emptier than it is?
Why is my mind saying things I can't say