Hardly

I am a memory.
I never existed.
And now I am nothing.

Her name, a single word.
Melts me, takes me to the ground.
Only alive, can't she see?
I'm destroyed by yesterdays.

And do I gain?

I could only dream for chance to side with me
Inquire. Ingest. Implode.
Let this not be the dissassemblance of me
Another night with arms still empty.

I'm destroyed.

And do I gain?
Or just fall.