死んでほしい (shinde hoshii)

mabuta tojireba hohoemu kimi to
megaatte omowaze mata aketa
betsu ni imasara nanimo kanjinai
mushiro oboete sura inai
wasureta

gomi mitai na kimi no koto nante

futo miagereba musekaeru hodo
niou mabushii egao afurete
shiawasesou de naniyori desu
kokoro yori oiwai moushiagemasu
kowashitai

kidzuita yo naze ikiteru no?

tada negatta tada negatta
mainichi sore dake wo
shindehoshii shindehoshii shindehoshii
boku wo uragitta usotsuki no
kimi no nodo tsukisashite
sono yasashii kao ni chi wo abisetai

ikiteru riyuu midasenakute
tada sugiteku shinitai mainichi
akaiito nado kekkyoku nakatta
makkura na kumo boku to niteru
keshisaritai

nakimushi sora ga mata naita

nee doushite boku wa
boku ni umareta no?
kono tenohira ni furisosogu tsumetasa mo
mou kanjinakunaru ne
douse minna issho nanimo wakattenai kuse ni
yasashii furi shite musekininna kotoba
mou kakenakute ii yo

tada negatta tada negatta
dare hitori nokorazu
shindehoshii shindehoshii shindehoshii
hito no fukou wo kokoro kara
tsuyoku tsuyoku negatteta
dareka konna boku wo koroshite

tada negatta tada negatta
mainichi sore dake wo
shindehoshii shindehoshii shindehoshii
boku wo uragitta usotsuki no
kimi no nodo tsukisashita
miagereba akai ame
kidzukeba hitoribocchi
sayonara boku no aishita hito

kimi to miteta ano hi no sora wa
doko made mo takaku
kirei deshita oboeteru?
oboeteru?
nanoni uragitta tada kimi dake wo
shinjite ikiteta
mou tsukaremashita