Waiting

Oh why did I just say that?
I didn't mean it
I didn't mean to lead you on
When I had no intention of doing anything,
you've been planning all along
Last night I had the strangest dream about my old girlfriend
Said she loved me for the first time
But when I woke up next to you I just felt guilty
Though I know it's not a crime
I'm only waiting
I've been waiting for so long
Waiting in my bed for a lover who's gone
Waiting, I've been waiting for so long
For a love who's gone yeah (damn)
Oh what if she should come back
Right this minute, the shit I'm in
It breaks my heart to break the image she's made of me
Now I'm on the doorstep
All it takes is just one more step
To walk inside, but in my bedroom secretly
But I'm waiting
I've been waiting for so long
Waiting in my bed for a lover who's gone
Waiting, I've been waiting for so long
For a lover who's gone yeah (damn)
Why did I just say that?
I wish I wouldn't I knew I shouldn't
Wish for someone to occupy my time
Why did I not make it clearer
You and I had nothing ever?
You're all dressed up but I just changed my mind
I'm only waiting
I've been waiting for so long
Waiting in my bed for a lover who's gone
Waiting, I've been waiting for so long
For a lover who's gone yeah (damn)
January turns into July
And I'm stuck here waiting
Wishing when you left you told me why
Or said goodbye(damn)
Waiting, I've been waiting for so long
Waiting in my bed for a lover who's gone
Waiting, I've been waiting for so long
For a lover who's gone
Waiting (waiting) waiting for so long
(waiting in my bed for a lover who's gone)
a lover who's gone
Waiting for so long
For a lover who's gone yeah