Beyond The Walls

Take a look in my eyes now
And tell me if you can see
The lifeless glance of a hopeless man
The inner emptiness of a soulless body
Compulsively repeating the same mistakes

Sometimes i wonder if…
Beyond the walls of my conscience
Could i free myself from this cursed life?

Lonely in this frozen hell
Walking in a mined field
Under a magic spell
Acting against my will
Living like a zombie
A senseless way of life
Walking away at the day
Crawling through the night
Imprisoned in a vicious circle
Taken by an endless greed

Sometimes i wonder if…
Beyond the walls of my conscience
Could i free myself from this cursed life?

Lonely in this frozen hell
Walking in a mined field
Under a magic spell
Acting against my will

Contents under pressure
A stormy inner life
Outside is visible
The face of a fading man

Senseless existence
Life without purpose
There is no place to run to
The truth is never late

So, what can i do?
My greed has just consumed
My body and soul
And i just have to give up
To live this senseless life
Cause i have enough of this cursed life

I lost my will to live
I have no straight to change
Nothing will stop this bleeding
Nothing will brake this curse

Taken by the hands
That drags me to the abyss deeper and deeper
The end is near
Waiting the kiss of death
In a hospital bed
My flesh smells like dead
I feel im ready to die