Now That You're All Alone

Gary was a hella fella to the girls a dream sella
Always had the hot ones with him riding shotgun
Handsome and athletic called him Mr. Go get it
Big man on campus he was second to none
Three sport star fame everybody knew his name
Kid had Kobe game the boy was sick
Could write his own ticket to any college he wanted to
A blue chip recruit he knew he was the shit
Drunk on the limelight never had his mind right
Only concerned with women Kush and clothes
Started looking for a better high to get by
Next it was the blow going up in his nose
Scholarships disappeared friends they were outta there
No calls answered they were never at home
Turned into a Crack head robbing other Crack heads
Shot by a Crack head dead and gone

There's no one you can blame for all of your frustrations
The walls you've built, the bridges that you've burned
Nothing seems to change despite your best intentions
Where will you go, now that you're all alone
Right now I feel like I'm all alone
Like Will Smith in that movie everybody's gone
I use to be so big cause I was full of myself
Now I fight to keep control of my mental health
I tuned out the world and put them all on mute
My mental hard drives corrupted and I need to re-boot
Contemplating how to get more loot
I purge myself before I loose it and I start to shoot
Seems like I've lost my way
Can't make it through the day
Stressed and depressed I'm so self loathing
Lost it I must confess feels like I can't progress
Their use to be a time when I was ballin and rollin
Now I've gotta an attitude
Crass and I'm extra rude
Dreaming of the days when my pockets were swollen
Now I'm in a corner man
Stuck with out a proper plan
Feeling like my life and my souls been stolen

Angie you were so pretty, classy, cute and witty
With an edge but nothing close to saditty
I think about you from time to time
And I always smile when you cross my mind
Wish I could see your face
To tell you there's a special place
In my heart love you'll always be a part of
The times we had as friends
I never thought would end
But I know one day love I'll see your smiling face again
You were married to a cat that was over bearing
When you saw me barely spoke
Could it be you feared him
As you passed by I could see it in your pretty eyes
Wanted to stop and talk nervously you said hi
Did he change a heart that was real and true
Mentally and Physically Angie was he stressing you
Gave him a precious child
You were a precious wife
How in the Hell could that dude take your precious life