katharsis

If you were to open my eyes for me,
tell me that all of this is just a dream.
Then all I ever would ask of you…
Could you make it all come true?

Ooo, just please don’t let it end here.
Ooo, with all the sins that I have created.

I made a promise that no one else
would ever see that place.
The memory that I made with you.
Within me always.

Spent all my time knocking down these walls.
But could I have saved anything at all?
I know I’ve changed and I’ll cut the line
from my past with this knife.

So stab me and whisper in my ear
a final farewell with a smile while you’re still here.
I will miss you, I will miss you.
But can I atone for all my sins?
The things I’ve broken…
I see them wherever I go.
I can’t escape.
My only dream will never come true.

If I could open my eyes for you,
to tell me all of this had now come true.
The sirens going off in my head
know that’s not how it ends.

Ooo, would you make it rain and fix this?
Ooo, rain on the scars I’ve opened and heal them.

So stab me and whisper in my ear
a final farewell with a smile while you’re still here.
I will miss you, I will miss you.
Bestow on me my punishment!

Punish me!

‘Cause this is the fate that I’ve chosen!
I’ve torn it apart at the seams, till they catch me.
No matter how far, not matter how far,
The ends of the earth, continuing my search.
Will you still love me?
I know that I has to be me. It can’t be me!
It has to be me! I know it can’t be me.
It has to be me! It never ends!

All of my sins, the punishments, and me, and you
Were left behind after all, without a proper ending.
All my scars hurt more than I could know.
The shining future I dreamt, all I ever wanted.
Even the knife here, the one that stabbed me!
I know that someday, it’ll shine a ray of light!