Last Resort

Some people call me a sinner
Some people say I should be ashamed
I ask me why they don't give me no rest
It's enough- enough to drive me to despair

You looked like a fairy
Smelt like a flower
Sweetest temptation I ever saw
The shine in your eyes and your laughing made my heart sing
I fell in love
Suddenly I forgot the law

This love was so strong
Seemed so hopeful
Damned sweet memories torment my brain
Now I'm here
And the rain falls on a grave
But I'm sure it can't rinse my pain away

Wish you could be by my side
My dreams promise only lies
Illusions - I can't hold them tight
And I cry

Should I reproach me with weakness
Is it crime to succumb to sin
To a sin, when it looks like an angelic girl
I couldn't defend myself against your sweet fifteen

Wish you could be by my side
Implore the lord but in vain
I'll never can stop my cry

I can't stop my cry

Now they had a reason for their gossip
For scorn and the hate from their stonecold hearts
You was too young to resist all these hurts
You was fifteen so the death was your last resort

So I'm here and deplore the disaster
Painful I feel nothing makes sense
No sorrow, no tears and no rage will undo your death
And I see to live without you I have to learn

Wish you could be by my side
My dreams promise only lies
Illusions - I can't hold them tight

Wish you could be by my side
Implore the lord but in vain
I'll never can stop my cry

And I cry