I Don't Want To Be Jealous Anymore

nee, doushite? kiitenai yo
boku no suki na hito sae ubatteiku kara
kuso ga, shitto dake shika dekinai
suki na hito wa kaette konai mama de

tada de sae kage kyara nanoni kokoro de wa
tairyou no monku to nikushimitachi ga zutto jibun to tatakatteru
naze ka mawari wa ookiku miete
atama no naka de wa guchi dake de karamatteru

dare ni demo aru mono na no?
jibun jishin wo keshichaitai yo
hoshii mono ga wakaru kedo te ni hairanai mono wa tsurai yo
"urayamashii" tte iitaku nee
kasui puraido wo motsu jibun wo koroshite e
hankachi wo kamu sugata wa daremo shiranai

demo ne, tachimukau yo
murishi nagara demo sa waratte ubaitoru
kuso ga, naku koto mo dekinai
socchi no hou ga ningen kusakute ii!

jikochuu ni ikite ii no
kakushite ikiteiru kimi ga suki dakara
dassee nara dasse nari ni
ijiwaru na baibusu de tsuppashire
shouwaru na mama, zutto kakushita mama de

korosu you ni uramu