Girl, Afraid

I was the princess, of the playground
This royal soul always spoiled me, it made everything come so easily
But it's lost now, since they threw me out
Find me on the road between self and
Doubt in a box of faith with a broken crown

Who am I now?

I'm just a girl, afraid
Afraid that they won't notice me
For the little things only God can see

A girl, afraid
Afraid to be all on her own
Afraid to ever be alone
A girl

I was the princess, of the pastures
This royal heart never felt so free
Monsters ran away when they heard it beat
But it broke now
Since the grass went brown
And that wind blew me to some city
And its lights distract me from the sea

Who am I now?

I'm just a girl, afraid
Afraid of overwatering the grass that I want to be green
A girl, afraid
Afraid of nameless, unknown things
Afraid of losing everything
A girl

So afraid

Get out of my head
With you gone, I'd be a princess again

But I'm just a girl, afraid
Afraid that they won't notice me
For the little things only God can see
A girl, afraid
Afraid to be undoubtedly, unconditionally me again
Afraid
Afraid to be free