One Pill

She's about to leave me just one more time but
I'm getting sick of this waiting and waiting
She says this time it's for real, but I don't care cuz
Too many sleepless nights I've seen her faking

Is it amphtamine again
Or something more destructive
O.D. on aspring and puke your guts aways

Cuz she's got
One pill for leaving me
And one pill that seems to be just
One pill for leaving me alone

I see her hateful eyes she stares right through me
My experience says that she's been crying
No point in asking her just what I did cuz
I can tell tonight that she's gonna try dying

But I've seen it all before
It's nothin' special this time
Suicidal guilt-trips are common place with her