Pretend You Don't Know

You left me here with nothing to lose,
And as i take it all back,
I'd still take it from you.
I'm writing the same words every time,
But i guess it never mattered to you.

And i'm sorry if it didn't quite work out this time,
So you can deal with your regrets,
And i'll deal with mine.
Don't forget to call me when you "make it,"
And for now i'll just think what i want.

This time it's plain to see;
After everything i will be the one who is left laughing.
I hope that you meant it,
Everything you said,
Cause you're too blind to see it's going wrong again.

Don't tell me that it's nothing;
I can see it's killing you.
I'll take every word you say as gospel,
Take it straight to heart.
I hate you but i love you,
And i swear it doesn't matter,
And you're running away screaming,
"i can't take this."
You beat me & you broke me & now i'm falling down - if i'm falling down,
Pretend you don't know.