Again

I am by your side now
and I prayed for it to be like this so
this heart that i tried to hide, and this heart that only
looked from afar, is now hurting more than
it had been when i was alone.

You were always a person who laughed all the time
and look of concern was never on your face.
but these days, you're not the same person i once knew, are you?
even though i'm with you, i am lonely.

I pray for that girl to come back, to come back your side once again.
Your smile, I suppose, was never in forever meant for me,
For even if I was hurt it was okay because I loved you
And because I hoped for your happiness.

In your eyes, I was never there for even a moment.
I no longer had the will to look at you anymore
If I could I would have wanted to be like her, but I
suppose I knew that was impossible.

I pray for that girl to come back, to come back your side once again.
Your smile, I suppose, was never in forever meant for me,
For even if I was hurt it was okay because I loved you
And because I hoped for your happiness.

Today I am letting you go, but I am not sad for you are my last love.

I pray that you go back, back to the place where she is,
For your love is not going to end like this.
Even though you are leaving me, please promise me this one last thing.
That I was a warm person... remember sometimes..and that I was a good woman..