The Curse

I'm getting tired of finding new ways
To apologize
To the people that I love
Every time I feel paralyzed

It keeps getting harder and harder
Just to be... Me
So I tell all my friends to go find someone else
And they all disagree

So don't you try to help me shine
I'll ruin it all with this bad luck of mine
Maybe if I lie once more I believe that
L'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, it's fine

I wonder what it's like to walk around the town
Without checking every corner
I'm a loner longing to never be alone
It's just too dangerous on my own

It keeps getting harder and harder
Just to be me
So I tell all my friends to go find someone else
And they all disagree

I can't stand steady and my breathing's getting heavy
And my chest is feeling tight Man
I'm so not alright
I've got no one to blame
So please stay away
I'll never be free I feel like the curse is me