It's selfish to mourn the living
A farewell heavier than all
How strange a horror we have made
Bracing the axe to fall
Always looking for what I don't want to find
Stuck, dragged, when I chase what's left me behind
Crowned and crucified

How willingly will you bleed?
I fall to my weakened knees and weep
The silence takes my mind from me
I'm hunted by your heartbeat
I'm hunted by your heartbeat

There will come a day
Sooner than we think
We will wish and pray
That we could relive yesterday

My world remains changed
And I lack the courage to grieve
We will lay in gilded plains
And watch every moment of life replay
Tears will flow never more free
I am your dawn, and you are my evening
Wreathed in roses
Crowned and crucified

You tear me away like rapture
Swept and swarmed from cold to warm
Love hasn't taken anything I wouldn't give again
Fuck
Love hasn't taken anything I wouldn't give again
I couldn't risk its loss with a different decision
My heart was your gift, your love was my punishment

I am hunted by your heartbeat
Crowned and crucified

(You are unhappy)
(Why are you unhappy?)
(What causes unhappiness?)
(You want things to be different)
(You want things, why do you want things?)
(Stop wanting things, stop, stop)