Inside Joke

Why don't you help me fill in the empty spaces
cuz hope is full of holes and you know we've got to replacethis
but i know you disguise your sadness and your surprise
and a heart you've grown to despise
we stare at each other with moon ears and glass eyes
and nothing's said, or needed to be said because
the sheets in the bed have been stained red
and all these able bodied angels with these apples in theirheads
i don't know whether to fuck you or to gut you like a…

this joke is getting kind of personal
your laugh is like a scream that goes and goes and goes
i'm less invincible than terminal
your love is like a sore that grows and grows and grows

was it her maiden voyage, was it her maiden name
or was she made in a country that couldn't shoulder the loss?
was it her maiden voyage, was it her maiden name
or was she made in a country that couldn't shoulder the loss?

this joke is getting kind of personal
your laugh is like a scream that goes and goes and goes
i'm less invincible than terminal
your love is like a sore that grows and grows and grows

this is a sign of my own design, my own demise

and when i think this i think i shouldn't think this…..

and when i think this, i think i shouldn't think this
i never miss, i'm crossing names off a list
i'm feeling nothing, i see nothing to shout about
you'll never know exactly what you can't live without….

and when i think this, i think i shouldn't think this
i never miss, i'm crossing names off a list
i'm feeling nothing, i see nothing to shout about
you'll never know exactly what you can't live without…

this joke is getting kind of personal
your laugh is like a scream that goes and goes and goes
i'm less invincible than terminal
your love is like a sore that grows and grows and grows

don't fucking touch me, don't even know i'm alive
don't fucking touch me, don't even know i'm alive
don't fucking touch me, don't even know i'm alive
don't fucking touch me, don't even know i'm alive