Hell Within

I cannot see the sun from here
My sight is fading
I gash my flesh
I’m bleeding slowly
The bloodstained floor
Reflecting crimson
The sky turns black
I’m falling into the abyss…

Where am I?
What is this place?
Endless hollow time
Beyond the edge of nothingness
Perspective reflections
Rapid projections of the past
Spiral stairs descending
Into shades of gray I slip away…
Deadlights’ rays open
Windows into eternity
Delusions of reality
Chaotic stark insanity

Darkness…
Dark shadows fall
Foreboding fear
Is choking me
I breath…
I breath the darkened air
Vaporous form flows into me
A haunt within of the unseen
Eternal vision haunting still…

Avenging angels
Dark screams descend
Their bleeding wings
Dark erinnyes
Engulf my weary soul

Traverse waves of iridescent light
Break this gloomy fragile night
A blackclad figure with fallen wings
Divine yet mortal she speaks to me…

See through me and gaze the light
Pure aura so warm and bright
Your withered mind is whispering
I am you…(you are me)
You are a lost soul
But you shall be redeemed
If you see the face
You must embrace…

“Look at yourself in the mirror
This is only a frantic dream”
I look at myself in the mirror…
Is this only a frantic dream?

Nothing numbs the pain
Anymore…oh, please…
Let me fade, slip away
Become one with the infinite
I don’t want to be alone anymore

No one can hear me
No one can feel me
I’m lurking in the shadows
Crying in despair
I’m twisting, I’m drowning
I’m loosing myself
I look in the mirror
But I am not there…

My hope slowly dies
As I fade away in darkness
My disembodied spirit
Is all what’s left of me
A tormented soul
An empty formless entity
I shall be forevermore
Haunted within…