Hold The Dark

There's so much to you I could not have envisioned
There's so much to you I could not have foreseen
Blinded and blinkered
Blazed out and withered
You could have took anything queen of the thieves

A blanket a blade
Smoke of our haze
Conjoined in the air like a circus for fades
Leaping repeatedly off of your cliffside
Woke up to your arms around me like a cage

I stayed in today but only to write it
If it slips away now it may never escape
Like the Moon or a moth or a vampire
It all just turns back to dust in the day

So hold the dark
Give me a minute to see you in the light
There's so much to you I could not have predicted
Stood facing the massiveness of time

The duvets a wasteland
Immaculate winter
The two headed hydra that haunts my dreams

You won't stop me now
Now the life in me is flowing
All of my insides come out through the seams

You're playing my spine
Piano recital
My hand in your mouth
When you overdosed
You reached for the wall
But you wouldn't let me say it
I drank far too much
By the time I'd proposed
You felt a kick inside
I wouldn't come to the clinic
I've said forever
When I just wanted more
When you said depressed
I left our virginity behind you
In the midst of our love I just fall and I fall and I fall

But it all finds a home in you
It all finds a home in you