Farewell My Hell

Everything will soon turn black
So here's my letter
To get it off my chest
Promise father, don't look back
It's not for the better
I know you tried your best

Everybody seems so happy like they all share
Something I haven't felt for years
For long I've tried to just hold on, but now I don't care
I'm closing down my thoughts and fears
Forgive me, life is cruel
I'm leaving you

Hear you little brother me
You know I'm sorry
For every high hand
Give my love to mother, please
Tell her not to worry
I hope she'll understand

Everybody seems so happy like they all share
Something I haven't felt for years
For long I've tried to just hold on, but now I don't care
I'm closing down my thoughts and fears
Forgive me, life is cruel
I'm leaving you
Yeah, forgive me, life is cruel
I'm leaving you

So long, don't wait for me in vain
What's wrong with being free from pain?
Be strong and live your lives like I never could
Farewell, let the memories be nice
To hell!? Don't think you go there twice
I'm well off right here, it's more than good
So farewell

Everybody seems so happy like they all share
Something I haven't felt for years
For long I've tried to just hold on, but now I don't care
I'm closing down my thoughts and fears
Forgive me, life is cruel
I'm leaving you

Leaving you
I'm leaving you
Leaving you
I'm leaving you