Finding Shelter In My Larynx

Everything's black
You did good, slick

I'm screaming, fuck love, 'cause I guess I never got enough
Shark attack, an album every summer like I'm oddy nuff
Grey gorilla, I'm gripping my harambe nuts
How can I trust when my own blood be acting sus? (fuck)
I got feelings, I could never feel
Keeping a blade up under my tongue just so I can guard my heel
Constantly eating pills like I never skip a meal
Them hoes they wanna chill, but I just give 'em vistaril

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All these missed calls, texts left on read
When I do answer the phone, it's usually, who is this again?
I can see it in their eyes that they see me as a check, as a threat
Fucking hating on me, waiting on me to miss a fucking step
They would love to catch me slipping, yeah, that's why I learned to fly
Always tryna touch the Sun before I fall to my demise
Broken skeleton scattered, I'm only buzzing 'cause of the flies
But I gained a million listeners on Spotify overnight