Lucid Dreamscape

Every moment of silence last too long
And I know from the signs that I shouldn't hold on
But inside me there's a voice
Saying: Slip in to the noise
And deep down I know
I never had a choice
Over and over hoping for closure
Knowing my heart's one degree from freezing over
Losing track of score
Refusing the support
As my shattered, psyche, declares war

Drowning in a sea of agony
Under the debris like a never ending movie scene
Fighting for some peace while wondering
Is this really me?
Could this really be reality?
No more longing for redeeming never gonna find a meaning halfway to the guillotine and ready to scream
Right when I'm gonna leap you, reach up to me

Your hands seem to guide me
While dancing beside me
No chance in surviving, but I don't wanna leave
Alone in my breathing, this moment is fleeting
An evanescent dream where you're all I see

We could be shining brighter than the stars
So could you hold me tighter, leave me scarred?
We could be lighting fire, flashing sparks
This uncontrolled desire leaves us charred

Repeating, repeating, these visions of Eden
I'll never be free from the cycle of grieving
So take me by the hand
Dragging me deeper into Wonderland
Even though I know the truth
And I know what I have to do
There's something pulling me back to our rendezvous
All the different colors shining from your heart
Turn into a dull reminder of the scars
Make me come alive, show me who I am inside
Then leave me to die in the blink of an eye

4 AM, feel the torment sinking in the distorted figure in the mirror breaking down again
Before we cut to the end, could we just play pretend?

Your hands seem to guide me
While dancing beside me
No chance in surviving, but I don't wanna leave
Alone in my breathing, this moment repeating
An effervescent dream where you're all I need

We could be shining brighter than the stars
So could you hold me tighter, leave me scarred?
We could be lighting fire, flashing sparks
This uncontrolled desire leaves us charred

Watching dawn fade into view
As we're swallowed by the flames
Melting deeper into you
I'll never be the same

If only everybody else was gone
If this entire world could just be gone

It's melting away
No fighting our fate
Your smile dissolves, life grings to a halt
Almost like your warmth was never real at all

Our whole world's unwinding, I'm tired of hiding
I know I'll survive, but I'm terrified to leave
Alone in my grieving, unknown in my meaning
An everlasting dream where you set me free

We could be shining brighter than the stars
So could you hold me tighter, leave me scarred?
We could be lighting fire, flashing sparks
This uncontrolled desire leaves us charred