Pull the Trigger (feat. Yi Xi)

(Lights)

So I'm a faker, a traitor, a disconnected hater
A cheap imitator, an overdramatic instigator
Now's the time and place, say it to my face
All of a sudden gone without a trace?

I got a hunch you feel safer
When cowering in envy with her

(Just take the money and run)
(I already won)

'Cause you're comfortable in your own misery
You're insufferable, drowned in toxicity
And tonight I'm letting go
Of the hold you have on me

Now, pull the trigger if you dare
I'll laugh it away, I'll laugh it away
The taste of vengeance in the air
I'll defy what you say, outgrow the decay

Take one look at me, I'll be your memento mori
Baby I know who I'm meant to be
You'll remember me eternally

Who cares if yu say I'm self righteous to fight this
When you're so goddamn spineless?
I'll convalesce, you'll evanesce
Shadowed by my hard earned success

I broke the mold, always outsold
The highest on the totem pole
Dragging me bellow with the lowest of the low
Yet you're shocked that I left you out all alone

(Just take the money and run)
(I already won)

'Cause you follow the words of a hypocrite
Like a sheep in a herd and I'm sick of it
And the highlight of my night's
Watching you crash out like a bitch (hahaha)

Pull the trigger, shoot me dead
Get carried away, get carried away
Contrive and ending in your head
But I'll see a new day, leave you in a daze

Stare as I succeed
You know you're nothing without me
Maybe try to find a new hobby
Something more productive than shit talking

Now think of what we used to be
The joy, the love, the memories

Nothing I could do
Nothing left to prove
Everybody round is watchin' you
Fully loaded but no guts to shoot

Pull the trigger if you dare
I'll laugh it away, I'll laugh it away
The taste of vengeance in the air
I'll defy what you say, outgrow the decay

Take one look at me, I'll be your memento mori
Baby I know who I'm meant to be
You'll remember me eternally

So fight (I'll fight), tonight (tonight)
For the first time in your life
Your eyes (our eyes), that shine (alligned)
I'd love for you to be right
So take (I'll take), what's mine (what's mine)
For one last time

This isn't who you were meant to be
Fragility burdened by jealousy
Weighing all of me down with ennui
Pull the trigger on the count of–