Where You've Been Hiding

Well, come with me to the liquor store
We’ll pick up one, pick up one more
And drink until we fall asleep
Wake up, grab a bite to eat
And there we can discuss the terms
Of your departure, no return
And I'll zone out deep in my eggs
Dissecting every word you said:
Well, could you ever be with someone undone like me?
(it all makes sense, it all slows down)
Then she counts to ten to re-assess
The feelings felt were all miss-steps
(it all grows tense, it all burns down)

I kissed your lips when we were kids
Penetrated through your skin
I touched your heart, I felt it beat
Still got that red blood on my sleeve
Then I grew old and you grew tired
The wheels kept spinning with flat tires
And I didn't eat, and you didn't sleep
And I didn't dream, and you couldn't breathe
You said: Could you ever be someone defined as happy?
(it all makes sense it all slows down)
Then she counts to ten to re-assess
The feelings felt were all miss-steps
(it all grows tense, it all burns)

Well I know where you’ve been hiding
All those secrets that you keep writing down
In that diary, you keep underneath where we sleep
It's just like dying, but the words won't come out

Believe me, you’re gonna say
Holy shit, there’s an undiscovered side of me

I know where you've been hiding